this is very lovely
Feb. 4th, 2014 12:41 pmI found the link on idyll's tumblr
http://www.psmag.com/navigation/health-and-behavior/toast-story-latest-artisanal-food-craze-72676/
(TW mental illmess)
Article abt. interesting game dinner:
http://dinersjournal.blogs.nytimes.com/2011/01/31/serving-otter-beaver-and-god-knows-how-many-muskrats-in-the-bronx/?_r=0
NYC Gastronauts:
http://www.reuters.com/article/2011/11/16/uk-food-gastronauts-idUSLNE7AF01K20111116
http://www.gastronauts.net/new-york/
Got to Memphis Fri aft. Mom was having bad nausea reaction to her new heart meds. Ended up in the ER. Spent my birthday hanging with her in the host. Better and home now. Watching Duck Dynasty, which she learned about on Fox News.
Roasting some carrots. Thinking about doing a white bean and kale soup. Anybody have recipes, suggestions?
'I can really relate to the “permission” thing. When I am depressed, I desperately want to please everyone, because I feel like such a burden and a downer and a waste of space in general. The last thing I want to do is “be a problem” by worrying people, and the more I would try to please them by being normal and happy, the more frustrated they would become (of course). Then, I would internally freak out because here I was, trying not to be a Drama Queen and they were “getting mad at me for Being An Issue” anyway. It relates to this whole theme of “self-loathing becoming a vicious circle and self-fulfilling prophecy” thing really well.' http://captainawkward.com/2012/05/08/241-am-i-my-extremely-difficult-sisters-keeper/ OMGyes this is how I've been feeling w/regard to all the shit I've been living in lately, plus add shame over it's-all-my-fault-ANYWAY.
"The next show is a commercial-free three hours of iced tea being stirred, and Carlos
listens to it absent-mindedly for a few minutes before taking his earphones out." ETA: http://archiveofourown.org/works/1004209